There they all go. I,err… I should leave too. Maybe I’ll just lie down for a little while.
Wait. Before you go... What was all that?
Huh? E-err… I don’t really know what you’re talking about. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m tired, so I think I’ll-
No, no, look. I… I need to know. Was it something I did? The two of us were talking, and all of a sudden it was like you became a whole different person, and… it was kind of scary… Did I upset you?
No... No, of course you didn’t upset me. I just…
*sigh* Look… This is really hard to talk about for me...
I... Do things I’m not proud of sometimes. Not always. I mean, usually I’m just me, right? Happy-go-lucky Marcia, I guess... But sometimes, I just… I mean, I try to control myself, but it’s impossible. There’s always some sort of trigger, whether it be stress, or someone else bringing it out of me… Then it’s like I’m a spectator, and somebody else is calling the shots. This isn’t the first time it’s happened since I was brought in by AIM, but… It’s the first time it’s happened around the others...
Huh, that… All sounds really terrible… I mean, it’s hard for me to imagine to not be in control of myself… Can’t you just snap out of it when it happens? I mean, it’s not LITERALLY like you’re being controlled. You’re still you, right?
Well, yeah, but… It’s not as if I can just snap out of it with no issue. It’s… a lot more complicated than you’re making it out to be… I just need you, and everyone else to work with me here. If everyone’s just happy and being normal, then I’ll be fine. I don’t want to be making you all miserable, so it’s… It’s up to you guys.
That’s… How can we be expected to take responsibility for your actions if you can’t!? Marcia, shouldn’t you-
It can’t be done, alright!? You don’t think I’ve TRIED to fix my shitty self!? If it could be done, I would have had it solved a long time ago. I’m not an idiot.
I never said you were, I-